
When I challenge myself outside my comfort zone I become anxious, I become an over thinker, I become a perfectionist, I become so deep inside my own mind that my thoughts begin looping in continuous circles. I overanalyze everything to the point where I become paralyzed as if someone’s holding me down inside my own mind. I become enraged with hate, self doubt, and most importantly I loose myself to my destructive thoughts. My spark of sunshine begins to fade to dark clouds of grey. No one knows I feel this way.
Leave a comment